Please help!!!!D: question about who i am?

i dont have a father. and my mom is a little too close to her pet llama..if you know what i mean. and im not sure what to do!!! i like grass. and i think im getting attached to llamas too. all i wanna do and can think about is prancing around in the meadows and grazing the fields with the other llamas. i promise im not trolling and i do not have a mental illness. i really need your help if you could just tell me how i can make my self more humanlike it would greatly appreciate it! or if you could just be there for me to talk to i just need a friend and a little advice. thanks.. Illiana.